What I did for Thankgiving Weekend!!

Well like I said in the last entry I am not American but I kinda celebrate Thanksgiving cos I love it! On Thursday I watched movies!! I watched Pieces of April and Home for the Holidays and Addams Family Values and Planes Trains and Automobiles (oh my the fairies that stop naughty words going in my ears were SWARMING in one scene of that one!!) I also had a turkey and stuffing and sausage and bacon and cranberry sammitch and made a pumpkin pie which was awesome!!

I had stupid RL work friday and Saturday but on Sunday my sister and her boyfriend came home and the whole family went to see Harry Potter at the movies! It was such a sad movie :( But I loved it. After that we went for an enormous meal at a restaurant. I had a squuuuuge burger hehe. It was an awesome weekend!

What I Am Thankful For

It is Thanksgiving and I love this holiday even tho I am not American because I love America and I have a lot to be thankful for. This year I am most thankful for the good people and things that keep going despite it havin been a difficult year. I'm talking about SL and RL and personal and worldly things and everything. And I am even more thankful for the silly belief I have that if we just keep workin at and towards the things we love and live for, for truth and what we all know is right, even when they don't feel worth continuing, then actually the best is yet to come instead of behind us. I hope that made sense because it is very important to me.

(I stoled this picture I don't know who henzel is lol)

How I Get to School!

From the Melody Paperdoll files! Do not share with ANYBODY!! Click for larger version!

My First Day!

I loved my first day back! I couldn't wait to see Miss Nevy again. I was scared there would be too many people but some people didn't come so there were just right number of people! We had to bring something that represented us and I brought my pigeon and told his story which made people laugh which made my story mean even more! One day I will maybe put that story here :)

What I like and dislike about myself!

What I like and dislike about myself are actually the same thing! I am very different from other people and sometimes this is an amazing thing to be… in fact most of the time it is :) But some of the time it can be hard, in fact sometimes so hard it makes me wish I wasn't. A lot of people don't get along with me because I am different and even though I know that they aren't worth worrying about it doesn't stop me being sad that they don't like me. But in the end it only makes the ones who DO like me even more special. So it's really all for a reason :)

Why I chose Oceanside…

Going to Oceanside was a total no-brainer for me as not one but two of my favourite teachers in the world, Miss Nevy and Mr Jace, were going there too. I tried at another school (which shall remain nameless!) twice and it always went wrong for me and if I am honest if it weren't for these teachers I would have given up on school altogether.

Though there are lots of nice people I have met in class etc, and we have fun learning and playing and things, I am really only there for them because I don't make many friends and I count Miss Nevy and Mr Jace among the few people I feel 100% comfortable around. I hope this was not too corny speshly after the serious last journal hehe… I will try to be more fun in the next :)

I was scared…

Some people are scared of witches n monsters but I have found that actually witches and monsters can be okay sometimes. The thing that scares me most is things ending. In Second Life this means I get scared most when I think I might leave, or that someone I love might leave, or that Second Life might just disappear altogether. I am terrified of those moments where something gets said or done that makes everything different forever and you can't go back. This journal is short cos it's not nice to think about.